I don't know whether this is the right place to write this but just want to share some problems so that if I can get some help. Admin can delete if inappropriate.
I am an occasional trader. I am student. Basically I don't socialize much, no friends no social media. Traderji is the only forum I follow. It's been few years I am suffering from kind of existentialism. I can't sleep or eat properly, can't concentrate on anything. Day by day the condition is getting worse for me. I am on the verge of dropping out of college. I can't express myself properly. If there is anything I like in my life it is trading (though I do it occasionally).
Everyone around me says how worthless I am. I had taken medical help once but it was of little help. I know the problem lies with me that I tend to question the very meaning of life and existence. I tried almost everything possible to convince myself that I am over thinking but after sometime again existential crisis overcomes all my thoughts.
Very sorry if I wasted your time but just wanted to share my pain that's why writing this.
I am an occasional trader. I am student. Basically I don't socialize much, no friends no social media. Traderji is the only forum I follow. It's been few years I am suffering from kind of existentialism. I can't sleep or eat properly, can't concentrate on anything. Day by day the condition is getting worse for me. I am on the verge of dropping out of college. I can't express myself properly. If there is anything I like in my life it is trading (though I do it occasionally).
Everyone around me says how worthless I am. I had taken medical help once but it was of little help. I know the problem lies with me that I tend to question the very meaning of life and existence. I tried almost everything possible to convince myself that I am over thinking but after sometime again existential crisis overcomes all my thoughts.
Very sorry if I wasted your time but just wanted to share my pain that's why writing this.