Dada, It took me 3 hours to read your posts in this thread (To understand what you wants to convey). I read about your age, health and disturbing news. If even in these circumstances you are having such a zeal to learn really you are great. I am a novice on this forum, definitely wants to learn and improve myself and I can say that I am improving but bahut door jana hai, bahut mehanat karni hogi.At least you have shown the goal. I may not succeed in the long run with my own weaknesses and drawbacks but I will try to be a profitable trader. How? I cant answer today.Thanks for your inspiration.