Thanks bhai
But I did believe and I do believe in my system. I tested it on Nifty on about all available past record. The thing which made me scared and about which I was totally ignorant was the difference in the nifty spot and nifty future prices. Earlier, I was trading in put and call options. But after receiving good advise of choosing better instrument, I shifted to Nifty future today.
It was actually the loss caused by the understandable difference in Nifty spot and future. I do not know, if this is a regular feature; but even when Nifty was going up, the future was down; hence even if I was able to gain 10-12 points in Nifty spot, on the basis of which I traded, I was not gaining 6-7 points in Nifty future. Which made me depend on hope that Nifty future will also rise in any moment.
And second, though I believed in my system after loosing the amount, I was hopeless and cursing my system. but now, I can see that it is not the system which failed, it was actually me who failed. It was not the battle between the Nifty and price; it was the battle between me and my confidence, which shattered just before my system was about to give me reasonable return which atleast could have saved me reasonably.
Thanks bhai, I will keep on trying till I understand. I can not put my money in my bank account, because I have no other choice but to learn trading to earn my livelihood.