Worst trading since I started doing jobbing. It ain't about jobbing. Its about my .... attitude, frustrated with the result of the first trade, disobeyed my rule and method..... I think I got plenty of things to list for today's poor result.
I should punish myself for my doings. After all taking trading as my career, It ain't good for me and my career If I keep on doing this. I can't blame anything/anyone but myself.
Newbies, I am the best example for what not to do in trading. Please don't do what I did, today. Because of this, I am upset all the day. I don't know how long this is gonna take to come back to normal. I am watching movies, listening music, reading jokes etc to keep my mind out of this. I am trying this to cool myself.
About 12% lost today. Really really really really really really Its very hard for me write this at this time. I can't able to make this post, but unloading this from my mind will keep it better, I feel. I am far down.
I can't even able to make it when many can do after this many years of trading experience.
I really feel bad... One trading day, testing/jeopardize my trading career. But I ain't gonna loose my confidence on me. This ain't gonna give a damn. You'll see how I am gonna bounce back and kick its butt.
Including my upfront charges,
I am down about 26% in 6 trading session. On an average 4.33% a day. Last two days, everything gone ...... :annoyed: