Eventually, traders have to get used to their successes. Like driving becoming natural. Nobody feels elated that he/she successfully drove a car. Maybe the first few times. Still we have to keep a watch on the vehicle and our own mental and physical condition before driving. If we're not feeling fit, we don't drive, or do it at low speeds. Being fully aware of the consequences. We're also watchful of how we respond to family members'/ kids' / other drivers' behavior.
But only you'll know and understand these thought processes happening within you. Others, even your nearest and dearest ones, may have no idea of what you're going through.